I’m tired of beggars. Car guards. People trying to forcibly sell me things I don’t need, whilst expecting me to be grateful for it.
I’m tired of feeling bad after saying “No, thank you” to the 10th million person to ask me for my money, even though I know there’ll be 10 million more before I actually reach home.
I’m tired of how all of this makes me feel like a bad person. For feeling uncharitable. For even the slightest doubt it causes in my mind, that maybe I’m not a good person because I don’t earn living, just so I can hand every cent I have over to every.single.person that asks.
